I am really of my worst life right now! I can’t imagine these people who I trust with will betray me.

I am very disappointed for the people I expected who will support me because I consider them as my friends, but not, it so happen that when everybody are laughing at you they also laugh. And it hurts yah! Really! Though it can’t be seen through my acts and words, because I smile when everybody are making fun of me. I thought these people would defend me because I know they know what the things I reason out or justify, but unfortunately it broke my heart. I honestly don’t like people who tease me and making fun of me because I feel also that I am the worst and even the dumbest person on earth. Every time I think about the funny things to say to me it lowers my self-confidence and hated myself. I hope to those who can read this, can you stop please, I can’t say it directly to you, but please it hurts.

I am so thankful that there are also a REAL friends , IC, babes and von I love you all! They are the blessings and save you when you are in the middle of nowhere.

I am really disappointed to the person I trust, and there are people that is so hard to please. Pwede? Let’s be united, and not to show-off in the public that you are better, besides, everybody already knew that.

Here’s a song that surely you will love it. And now I can see why Amy Lee wrote this.

“Everybody’s Fool”

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don’t you see me
you know you’ve got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you’re pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don’t know how you’ve betrayed me
and somehow you’ve got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can’t find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don’t love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don’t know how you’ve betrayed me
and somehow you’ve got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be
you’re not real and you can’t save me
somehow now you’re everybody’s fool

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